contradiction; evrything's a lie. im confused. whatever. cant yu jst tell me the truth. for once.? i wna know. so many stuffs i wna know. but im not gonna ask. wait till one day maybe yu'll finally tell. yur scared? yur afraid? IM AFRAID. IM SCARED TOO. I DONT WNA LOSE YU AGAIN.
dont yu evr forget what i said. "DISAPPOINTMENT. IS WHEN YU GIVE UP ON ALL HOPE. DISAPPOINTMENT. IS WHEN YU GIVE UP ON YUR CHANCES. DISAPPOINTMENT. IS WHEN YU REFUSE TO FACE UP TO REALITY. all these. defines the word disappointment. go. go learn it well and add it in yur dictionary. because i want yu to know. disappointment. is what a loser would give. and i said before. yur not." yur jst not disappointment material.
if yu still with her, please tell me. take it as a beg from me. because i can be outta yur life if yu want it to be that way. i can be a total stranger, if yu want me to be. at least. at least yu'll have one less burden. at least. i wont feel a pain nomore. it yu think im nothing, no problemo. i can go away. right away in an instant. jst please tell me the truth. i dont wna be hurt by any lies nomore. x(
and girl, yeh, thats what FRIENDSareFOR. so yu gotta wake up k. i lived in a world of illusions before so i know. reality sucks and well, its pretty darn cruel. but yu gotta take it slowly k. dont ruin yurself over a guy.